| Jay, a gorgeous lanky teenager, a young
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| | him that he would indeed be doing the
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| man of seventeen. Jay, with the green
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| | exam, and another pupil would write the
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| eyes and the special smile he reserved
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| | paper for him on Friday, the 11th of
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| for his mom. Jay, the sportsman with the
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| | November.This was an earthquake for the
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| dream of playing international cricket.
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| | young man.He asked for an extension,
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| Jay, who commited suicide, hanging
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| | explaining that he had not done any
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| himself a week ago.The mind reels when
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| | preparation as he was told, he would not
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| you are faced with a suicide, even our
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| | be doing the exam paper.
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| cynical minds stop dead when it happens
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| | Denied, the teacher said. Young spoilt
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| to someone close to you. Hundreds of
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| | brat, the teacher said. Going to fail
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| questions burst to the surface, making
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| | anyway, the teacher said. An emotional
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| breathing hard because the pain becomes
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| | tsunami hit Jay, and friends said he just
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| physical.Jay was a beautiful young man,
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| | looked down and became very pale.Jay's
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| his spirit much more mature than what his
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| | sister picked him up from school , took
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| body would allow. At seventeen, he had
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| | him to his mother's work and she made an
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| the world at his feet. Jay's mom adored
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| | appointment with the principal for the
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| him, calling him her pride and joy. Her
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| | next morning. Jay was crying, saying that
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| Bozo, the clown.Perhaps that very
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| | he did not understand why he would be
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| endearing phrase become one of the
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| | called such names. His mom tried to calm
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| responsibilities too heavy for the
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| | him down, the shop got busy and his
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| Vincent of his soul.We are told to look
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| | sister dropped him off at home.His mother
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| for signs of depression preceding
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| | walked into a horror image when she got
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| suicide. We are told to look for dark
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| | home 3 hours later. Jay had commited
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| moods, outbursts of anger. Jay did not
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| | suicide. Hanging in her doorway, like a
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| have any of those.Jay loved life, loved
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| | grotesque puppet, eyes open, staring into
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| sports, was extremely popular. Why then,
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| | nothingness. No letter, no phonecall. She
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| would he take the extreme decision to
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| | did not even recognise her beloved
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| kill himself?Three weeks ago, Jay hurt
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| | Bozo.She hysterically called 911, tried
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| his hand during a match for his school.
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| | to shake him, cut him down, convinced
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| He asked to stop playing but the trainer
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| | that she could bring him back. Screaming,
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| felt he could continue.
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| | begging, slapping him. Jay was gone. His
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| A visit to the doctor confirmed that he
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| | neck broken when he kicked the chair with
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| damaged his arm and it was put into
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| | his feet.Jay is dead. His mom is in
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| plaster.Jay, being cheerful, took to
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| | pieces. I am her therapist, that is how I
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| walking to school,whenever his sister
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| | know about this. She wants to kill
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| could not give him a ride. He joked that
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| | herself everyday since the terrible
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| the fresh air made him realise that it
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| | Wednesday. Her grief is drowning her, her
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| was good to be alive.The exam period
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| | soul aching for her boy.People tell her
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| loomed up and Jay's doctor told him that
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| | it will be alright, when the memory of
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| he would have to do a verbal exam as he
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| | her dead son hanging in her doorway is
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| could not use the hand to write. The
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| | imprinted in her mind like a torture
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| school bolted, as Africa's archaic system
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| | movie, playing over and over.Jay, the son
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| did not allow for such occurrances.Jay
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| | who hated to see her cry, created tears
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| was told that his marks were not that
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| | for a lifetime.Be careful with words and
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| great but, should he complete the two
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| | cynical remarks around children. Do not
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| outstanding projects to be handed in, it
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| | try and *shock* them into action as Jay's
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| should be good enough to gain him a pass
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| | teacher said he did. DO not humiliate
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| for his final year.Jay was a sportsman,
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| | them for no reason.Jay was not a weak
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| excelling in every sport, playing cricket
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| | young man, but the strongest can be
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| for the city team, even at such a young
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| | cracked when unexpected venom hits them.
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| age.Wednesday, the 9th arrived with no
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| | Love the children, for they are our
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| warning. Eleven am brought the first
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| | future of tomorrow.Jay.. you are
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| tremor. Jay send his mother an sms to
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| | missed...
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| call him. He was upset. His teacher told
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