Anger, Power and Soul

Power is part of our DNA, who we are. Power (andpower? Can I challenge myself to explore the
passion) are woven into our life's purpose - why we're"unknown" and forward the action of my life into new
on the planet. Absent power, life is a humdrumareas, across my current life boundaries?
experience - lacking meaning or real engagement.Powerlessness is a "message" that suggests we
When we lack or lose our sense of power, we feelneed to look beyond our eyes.
less than, deficient, and invisible. What results is anger.Second, on a spiritual level, powerlessness is an
Sometimes our anger is overt - violence, abuse oropportunity to "go inside," to explore within to touch the
aggression, or silent - sadness or depression.true source of Power, where true and real
On a macro level, have only to watch or read the"empowerment" resides. Often, the "inner" will point us
news to witness the degree of violence that threadsto the "outer" - that true and real power is about
throughout much of the world. So many folks feelingserving the needs of others. Lest you think that
victimized, helpless and powerless."power" is "volunteering," it might be. But true and real
On a micro level, what about you? First and foremost,power and the sense of authenticity, self-confidence,
anger is a reactivity to loss of love. Secondarily, angeraliveness, fulfillment, and meaning accompanying it
arises when we feel we are powerless - feeling we'recome from a conscious choice to serve, support and
not able to control others either verbally, emotionally orbe self-less to others - at work, at home, at play and in
psychologically. What we need to understand here isrelationship.
that now we're not talking about "power," but "force."True personal power arises from a personality-soul
What's the difference?connection. True personal power is the result of
Force is a "faux" power we resort when we feelpassion and purpose that is heart-driven, not ego-mind
deficient and want to feel powerful. Force is actually adriven. Personal power results from empowering -
"weakness" that leaks out as aggression andothers, not your self. As Deepak Chopra says,
dominance."Seventy-five percent of what a person does, they do
True and real power - a soul quality - is actually thefor their self - and there isn't one." If we understand
energy that accompanies self-confidence, self-worth,that, we can discern the difference between the love
self-awareness, authenticity, equanimity and gentleness.and gentleness of power and the ugliness and
Power is supportive, not defensive. Power comesharshness of force.
from an inner "knowing," an inner drive and innerSo, power begins with me, my True Self - identifying
authority. Power is the soul's "right action."and making healthy choices to change and grow in my
Powerlessness and resulting anger come not from thelife at work, at home, at play and in relationship - and
heart, but from a fear-based mental and emotionalallow the ripples from my growth to move out and
sense of not being in control, or feeling victimized oraffect others.
trapped by one's life or environment - at work, atSo, some questions for self-reflection are:
home, at play or in relationship. Anger is a reactivity to- Where are you on the power-force continuum?
one's circumstances or to the lack of opportunity.- Would your colleagues and friends say you are ever
Anger also arises when one feels unable to expressforceful and aggressive?
one's self - either lacking the ability to communicate, or- Are you a "control-freak?" Do you move to anger
feeling unheard, misunderstood or unseen. Frustrationquickly when you feel you're not in control?
and self-esteem issues arise when one feels unheard- Do you ever reflect on your forceful or aggressive
or unseen.thoughts, words or actions? If so, what do you see
Finally, anger arises when one feels they lack aabout yourself? Any patterns?
capacity to "do" or "be." Physical or mental disability,- Are there folks in your life you can empower? How
illness, or career or financial hardship. When one feelscan you do that?
"limited," anger and frustration often result. Anger- Do you feel stuck, powerless or frustrated? What
arises, too, when one cannot fulfill their dreams ortalents, skills or abilities might enable you to forward the
visions.action of your life?
So, what is the antidote to anger?- Think of a person or persons you can empower and
First, on a practical level, it's helpful to explore thedecide how you will do that.
reverse side of frustration. What do I need to do, be- Can you take some time to reflect or meditate on
and have to reduce or eliminate my frustration? Whatyour life purpose or how you can contribute to life?
knowledge, skills or abilities do I lack? What wouldThis is where you discover your power.
empower me to feel capable and powerful? Are- What was being around anger and force like for you
there new or different directions or interests I mightand your family as you were growing up?
pursue that would give me a sense of purpose and