There's Nothing Wrong With Me - I'm an Introvert

I spent the first 40 years of my life trying to fit in to afeared or discouraged. It's how an introvert keeps
way of being that didn't belong to me. I would go tomental balance.
parties and want to hide out in the corner and watch-Introverts find social gatherings exhausting and the
people. I'd come home from large social gatheringssmart introvert will find ways to take the edge off of
exhausted. I hated having to make small talk and chatthe feeling of being overwhelmed at a large gathering
about things that really didn't mean much to me. Whileby quietly retreating to a quiet spot for a few
those around me would go from group to group and allmoments now and then. This is healthy, balanced
talk at once, I looked on in bewilderment. I disliked largebehavior, and an observant person will notice other
gatherings and preferred the sanctuary of my ownintroverts doing this as well.
space. I loved quiet pursuits and preferred to work by- Introverts are not necessarily shy; in fact, there are
myself or in small groups. I felt like a fish out of water,many well-known performers who are introverts:
both socially and professionally, most of the time.Candice Bergen, Glenn Close, Clint Eastwood, Tom
When I was a little girl, my mother marveled that IHanks, Steve Martin, Julia Roberts and Noah Wyle to
preferred to play with my cats instead of a bunch ofname only a few.
other kids, that I was quiet and seemed rather distant,- Introverts tend to take time to absorb information
and when I did say something, it usually was the kindbefore commenting or offering thoughts and opinions
of thing that seemed very deep and insightful. She(that's why they don't say much in a crowd or at a
always said that I marched to a different drummer,business meeting).
and she meant this is the best of ways, but as a child I- There is scientific evidence that indicates that an
thought that meant that there was something wrongintrovert's brain actually processes information
with me. It took a long time to get past that.differently than an extrovert's. Really, there's a ton of
Don't get me wrong - I liked playing with other kids -research - just do a web search or head for the
one or two at a time. I like people - a lot - just not alibrary.
bunch of people at once. I love conversation, but I can't- If you get an introvert to speak up about something
just talk and talk. I take time to think about what's goingthey know a lot about, or feel passionate about, they
on and being said and usually spout my thoughts inmay rival an extrovert in ability to talk at length. But
very succinct snippets. I revel in the prospect of a quietintroverts aren't generally comfortable with small talk.
evening at home reading or puttering in the garden.- Introversion, like any other trait we are born with, is
To about three quarters of the population, I am anot a choice. It just is. Or to quote Jonathon Rauch, "It's
mystery. A weird person. Not so long ago, I might havean orientation".
been thought to have a mental disability. To about one- Introverts are not miserable and they don't need to
quarter of the population, I am just like them. I'm anbe converted.
introvert.- Most introverts do not enjoy talking a lot on the
Contrary to popular belief, introverts are notphone (thank God for email).
necessarily shy. And introverts don't dislike other- Introverts are generally very good listeners, but
people. I have no problem giving speeches to largesometimes we get tired of listening and prefer peace
groups. And I care deeply about others. But because Iand quiet.
live my life on the inside, I am sometimes mistaken forIf you are an introvert and have experienced stress
being distant and shy.because you don't fit in - Rejoice! You don't have to!
Here are some important things to know aboutBe who you are! If you're an extrovert wondering
introverts:what the heck is wrong with introverts, just realize that
- Unlike extroverts, introverts get "recharged" bywe're different. One way is not better than the other
spending time by themselves. Introverts seek outway. Just different, and once we all just realize that,
solitude to replenish themselves. This shouldn't bemaybe we'll all relax with it.